7.30am- Hello, Moody Magda is back today. Look, to be fair, I’m not irrationally, or unexplainably moody. Anyway, in saying that, perhaps I chose the wrong week to do this, because I’m not exactly dishing out rainbows and butterflies, am I? But, this is real and so Ima keep it real.

Anyway, today I need to actively work on getting rid of these hard feelings that I have. I’ll tell you some things that are weighing down on my mind. I live with my mum and grandma, but I barely make the time to actually sit with them and have proper conversations. It blows my mind how little we actually all sit around the table and talk. This is frustrating. I spent more time with my grandma when she didn’t live with me! Crazy!
Also, finally at 25, I’m learning that I can’t expect everyone to think like me. I can’t expect everyone to have the same work ethic, morals or honesty as me. I just need to let these things go and situations will sort themselves out in the end, because the truth always comes out. Wow, that was heavy for so early in the morning, huh?
Anyway, everything else is fine and I am very lucky. Work is not life. Food is. Haha.

10.45- I just had a nice chat with one of the music teachers. He told me that letting the negative energy into your mind is a choice and that all I can do is focus on the good things and just let go of everything else. He said, no matter where you go, there will always be those one or two people that bring negativity and it’s just a fact of life. It’s like he knew that that was exactly the kind of conversation I needed to have after the past few weeks. How could I have let my mind be consumed by petty things, when I’m surrounded by so many amazing people, such as him?

3.30pm- School is out, the kids were cute as always and I’m tired. I need to do one more job at school before I head home. Anyway, my mood is much better and I feel like a heavy load has been lifted off my shoulders! Just let the crap go! Imagine it’s a red balloon floating away from you into the sky! Say “seeya bitch” with me, as we watch them fly away.

8.14pm- So I just got home. My sister and I met up with our friend Luke. He is a stylist and he is the ultimate gay friend that every girl needs in her life! Needless to say, we spent a good couple of hours laughing, eating and perusing the Big W aisles. It’s the simple things.

May I just say, my back is absolutely killing me, I’m growing another really big, sore pimple who wants to come out and say ‘hey’ to the world and I need to wash my hair tonight. Yes, I’m fabulous, I know.

So anyway, what can I tell ya. Not a lot. I learnt a lot today and I’m just letting go. I may have to re-read my ‘First World Problems’ blog as a reminder. Also, by the end of this week, hopefully I can tell you about an exciting collaboration with a Perth website that is in the works. I’m so grateful for this blog, I can’t imagine living without this outlet anymore.

Today’s lesson my lovely grasshoppers is: Let it go. Release the anger, focus your mind on the positives. Things will sort themselves out in the end, they always do.

Sweet dreams and lots of love,

Magda xx